tears

I cry so much but the tears never come

Who am I kidding

I love him

Nothing else matters

Why did I let this happen 

Actually I know why and I wouldn't undo it for anything or anyone

I still love him 

It kills me

I wonder and it hurts

I think this is what I am 

What I will be 

Harshit Rajora turned my world upside down

And now it will never be the same again

There's a hole inside my heart which wells to be undone

But i guess it is the wound which will stay 

All my scars never healed, they just stopped bleeding

I am bruised and internally bleeding

I want to shout for help but no one can help me

I wish so many things right now with a clot in my throat

I wish i was what he wanted

So much